[04/05] working on Satanic Panic :)
[04/17] holy shit time moves fast when you're working on stuff that you love,
i'm so exhausted but i know it will all be worth it
[04/26] over a week has passed since Satanic Panic and all the work was definitely worth it
i appreciate how much the community helped out, Liam and others for helping carry stuff at the end,
Rocky for the amazing sculpture, and everyone who came out.
it has really been a dream come true to be able to throw events like this with my friends.
we had over 250 people show up!
that is the most people I've ever had show up for anything!
it's a shame i wasn't able to get the visuals working on time due to driver issues, but the
next one will be even better, and I hope to see everyone there.
There will be blood.
i'm currently updating the Satanic Panic page to include photos and videos
the password is 'echo'
[08/13] it's been a while since i've updated my website
since the last update my cat Nova passed away in her sleep.
i feel like i've been dealing with the grief in a healthy way but i get so sad whenever i
think i see her in the corner of my eye, laying down where she usually does
but when i go to look it's just a pile of clothes, a sock on the floor, or my imagination completely.
i miss my stinky girl so much, she was 12 years old and lived a long and happy life, i just
wish i could have spent more time with her.
[08/13] another thing i've been thinking about, sometimes i get worried that
people don't really enjoy time with me, like, maybe i'm just available and that's it.
i don't want to be there to pass the time for someone else simply because i'm available.
ultimately i think i just want to feel wanted, sometimes i can't tell if someone actually fucks with me
or just wants to fuck me. maybe i just overthink too much but it makes me want to close myself off
to other people. i feel like i'm always entertaining, like i have to be the entertainment otherwise
people will get bored with me.
at the same time, maybe i'm just scared of intimacy, like if i reveal too much of myself
someone won't like what they see.
[08/13] it's my website, i can get melodramatic if i want.
[08/13] oh yeah, i started a new job recently. fun.
all i'm hoping is that it brings me enough money to fund the big event i'm planning.
there will be over 12 DJ's in an outdoor festival style area, i'm planning for early September
but it might get pushed back. i just want it to be perfect. i want to make everyone proud, not just of
me, but the entire scene.
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